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Daily ramblings
May. 28th, 2012 04:03 pmI'm hooked on the House: Critical Cases game on Facebook now. The concept of medicine is terrible, there are plenty of typos, and it's really just a glorified puzzle game, but it's a lot of fun. I spend part of my day now playing doctor.
Therapy went well today. It was hard to speak sometimes, especially when dealing with difficult emotional circumstances, but at least I managed to not shed any tears this time. I understand that it's one of those things that goes hand-in-hand with difficult things, but I hate crying, especially when I'm around other people. I feel weak, and I can never quite shake the feeling that people might think that I'm only crying to garner sympathy, rather than because I actually don't know how to express what I'm feeling without having an over-the-top emotional reaction.
It's getting better, though, and I'm glad of it. That's the whole point of therapy, after all. To help me improve.
I don't have much else to do this evening. I should wash a load of dishes, but other than that, I'm probably going to end up spending most of my time lying on the couch, listening to music and getting lost in books. I'm about a quarter of the way through The Kingdom of Gods right now, and still having major character-love for Sieh. Needs more Nahadoth, though. But then again, as far as I'm concerned, many things need more Nahadoth.
I wish I had some juice in the fridge right now. I ran out yesterday, and don't have the money at the moment to go buy any new stuff. My dad said he'd float some money my way, but it hasn't arrived yet, so I'll jus have to be patient and wait until it comes before I buy any groceries. Luckily I still have plenty of rice in the cupboard, and even a couple of pork chops, so it's not like I'm dying for lack of food, but it does get a little tedious, eating the same stuff day after day because I can't afford anything else right now.
Hopefully that will end soon. I've got my fingers crossed, anyway.
Right, enough rambling. Time to go and curl up with The Kingdom of Gods and my iPod.
Therapy went well today. It was hard to speak sometimes, especially when dealing with difficult emotional circumstances, but at least I managed to not shed any tears this time. I understand that it's one of those things that goes hand-in-hand with difficult things, but I hate crying, especially when I'm around other people. I feel weak, and I can never quite shake the feeling that people might think that I'm only crying to garner sympathy, rather than because I actually don't know how to express what I'm feeling without having an over-the-top emotional reaction.
It's getting better, though, and I'm glad of it. That's the whole point of therapy, after all. To help me improve.
I don't have much else to do this evening. I should wash a load of dishes, but other than that, I'm probably going to end up spending most of my time lying on the couch, listening to music and getting lost in books. I'm about a quarter of the way through The Kingdom of Gods right now, and still having major character-love for Sieh. Needs more Nahadoth, though. But then again, as far as I'm concerned, many things need more Nahadoth.
I wish I had some juice in the fridge right now. I ran out yesterday, and don't have the money at the moment to go buy any new stuff. My dad said he'd float some money my way, but it hasn't arrived yet, so I'll jus have to be patient and wait until it comes before I buy any groceries. Luckily I still have plenty of rice in the cupboard, and even a couple of pork chops, so it's not like I'm dying for lack of food, but it does get a little tedious, eating the same stuff day after day because I can't afford anything else right now.
Hopefully that will end soon. I've got my fingers crossed, anyway.
Right, enough rambling. Time to go and curl up with The Kingdom of Gods and my iPod.
